He is constantly In my dreams. But why? The frustrating feeling of trying to escape without being capable is simply the worst!! No peace in mind not even in sleep I constantly see u with her and u choosing her over me over and over again in my head.... If ur happy I'm Glad but what about me I'm destroyed never to be the same ever again.... Over and over I've been proven to never trust <3 Gigi 
Add Comment Ever want to just disappear Forget everything, Feel nothing, not worry about anything for once. Have no worry just a fresh start. Relief yourself from the pain that the past caused, a break to let your heart breath. Feeling nothing is sometimes better then all the pain. Yes perhaps I'll miss everyone but I'll have their memories in my heart. <3 Gigi 
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Is it just me? It's either I love tho deeply or don't care for you at all Everything is either black or white there's never any gray area Maybe I'm over the top Maybe I'm wrong Maybe my emotions take the best of me But at least I feel And one things for sure, I never lie about them I feel deeply or I feel nothing at all <3 Gigi 
Even with a goodbye I'll always keep u in my heart <3 Gigi 
Sometimes saying goodbye is the hardest thing to say. While love a mental game brings joy happiness and the greatest qualities in people. And for this I want to thank you. Thank you endlessly for bringing me happiness joy confidence and a chance to believe that happy endings could exist. Thank you I will forever be in your debt for making me the happiey girl in the world even if it was cut too short. For ever and always my love thou shall be! <3 Gigi 
Your constantly in my mind It's become toxic Do I want you bak into my life Of corse I do, but I'll never be valued, Never be appreciated, always will be second best because others consume your life and time.... So what is a girl to do? Wait aimlessly!? Live on a fantasy?! Fairytales dont exist anymore so why am I over caring, ober trying? It's a road of disapointment? This works is filled with selfishness so who should I be the only unselfish one in the hopes that true love will chance my life for the better Fuck that, fuck ebeyone I give up! <3 Gigi Forever and always in my heart because I'm that pathetic person who gives thee the benefit if the doubt always! 😔 
I'm at the point if my life where I should be happy. Happy for all these new beginnings and new opportunities! Yet then why so I feel so disconnected? So disconnected to the world, to people. To my family, to my friends. I've always wanted to teach a point in my life where I was emotionless, emotions get in the way of goals and make one feel crazy. Could it be that I finally have gotten what I wanted no emotion no connection, have I finally given up of society and the common disapointments that they aquire? Could it be loneliness that I have no one to share my life and happiness with or could it be a carless attitude I've finally reached? 
I miss you Maybe I shouldn't I know I shouldn't Everyone says I'm wrong But can everyone be right? Or can it be us against the world? Love a feeling so weird so unexplained You can see every flaw in that individual And frankly you don't care On the contrary you love them more But what if it's not meant to be? What if your wasting your emotions Wasting your time? Many say lesson learned But no lesson learned if you continue to fall into the trap Is it real or is it all a mental game? I forever and always love you my dear <3 Gigi 
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